egypt.

 Das ist eine so vollkommen andere Welt. 

blow.

Indes wie blasser Kinder Todesreigen

Um dunkle Brunnenränder, die verwittern, 

im Wind sich fröstelnd blaue Astern neigen. 

Georg Trakl: Verfall

a day off

i didn't went to school today.
just because i didn't feel like seeing all those people, all those faces.
instead i went to the libary and had some lecture of gerhard richter. he's a quite interesting painter. i admire his protraits a lot, but i never knew that he draws them after photos. i found it surprising to see that my favorite work shows a girl that was murdered and richter found her photo in the newspaper one day and painted her afterwards.
because i needed coffee - my weariness is overwhelming at the moment - i decided to get some at the coffeshop. i sat there, burnt my tongue and watched people passing by.
i sat next to a woman and somehow we talked to each other, but not with words with glances.
outside the shop was a clump of people, smoking. the dust of their cigarettes faded away so quickly, just as the toughts and emotions the smoker blew out with it.
i asked the woman if we could do that again but sadly she was a passenger.

your monster is as big as mine.

i'm waiting. 

king & lionheart

eigentlich sollten das schönere bilder werden. aber die sind mit liebe gemacht, also ist das auch ok.

rest in the bed of my bones.

ich bin müde. 

und ich finde mich gerade voll schön, 

aber niemand sieht mich. 

sjakacke.

ich will tee. 

ich flieg nach ägypten,

 farewell  ♥

banquet.

megafettvollgefressen. so wie immer.
wenn einer von euch mal bock hat, machen wir das zusammen. es gibt nichts schöneres.